» First Loli meet up ♪

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My Failish Loli outfit

Yesterday I went to my first Lolita meet up!~ I was really nervous. I'm not that updated on J-fashion so I don't know many people there, even though I have seen many of them before. My two friends Kristine and Sabrina were coming so I was sure I wasn't going to be alone! ♥

We went to the art museum ARoS in århus... I swear I died so many times, the sculptures where so scary and disgusting X___X; Death bodies and a lot of blood and stuff.. ADR.. that's just so NOT me.. ;___; but Kristine and Sabrina were so kind to hold my hand during the whole exhibition.
On the floors upstaris the art were better, there were paintings and other stuff which were really interesting~ and beautiful~ Right now I'm a bit sad I didn't brought my camera, because there were some really cool Alice in wonderland inspired paintings.


Picture taken by Sascha/Zarsu

Afterwards we went to ShArks, an american dinner if I remember correct where I ate Nachos (´ー*｀) Om nom nom nom~ Haven't eaten that for so loong last time was with Celia in Odense~ I think it's a tradition for me to only eat nachos with friends! ★ But they were really yummy~ Then after we ate we went to the train station where we ate mcflurry and people started to go home~ （〃⌒ー⌒〃）ﾉ

IT was totally worth all the money to go to Århus to participate in this meet up and I am totally happy for this could be my first! ♥ I had so much fun ;__; I even got to talk to new people! Everyone was so kind　(　；∀；) I really enjoyed my stay and I want to tell everyone on the forum that they shouldn't be afraid to join meet ups because everyone is ready to welcome you! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

I hope I will be able to go to the next meet up too~　but I have to be more Loli first hehe... or else I can't go(〃⌒ー⌒〃)ゞ

and last:

Greetings to Line-sempai who is super super cute as Sawako!~ ♥



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C U R R E N T
Mood: Excited~ ＼(o⌒∇⌒o)/
Listening to: Fallen down - Saori Hayami
Weather: Greyish
Food&Drink: Rainbow Ice cream

»Why do good starts always end with bad endings

I smile when I look at our pictures, followed by tears from the reality that don't exist anymore.
I feel so cold, when I look at your crying faces and don't get touched at all.
I feel so selfish, when I only try to help you because it makes me satisfied.
It's all the voice from the bad conscience.

This day actually started really happily. My mother and I started making breakfast smiling and talking to each other.
I later on went to the G:cult, a mini event in Valby. At first I planned to go with a facebook group but ended up going with a friend. I clothes cosplayed as Belphegor from Katekyo hitman reborn, my beloved prince~ ♥ One day I really have to make his clothes for serious.. I just love the way he laugh.. Ushishishishi ♥ Waaa Bel I LOVE YOU~ ♥



But yeah I met up with my friend and we walked from Valby station to the place I somehow forgot something palace?.. where the G:cult were held. I wasn't wearing my glasses so I couldn't see a thing!~ 3__3 and the fact that my wig was supposed to cover my eyes didn't help. So I pretty much needed my friend helping me.. I was really happy she wanted to! or else I had to go around kinda blind or take my glasses on... forbidden to use linses... ;__; So with my blind sight I couldn't see, meaning I couldn't see if I knew anyone, but I heard my friend mentioning two I knew.

The first thing we did was making a bead plate with the dino from bubble something.. we made it blue and gold~~ no pictures sry D: I forgot to take one.. but it was cute ♥ then we walked around talking to people~ but since I didn't know so many and those I already knew, I didn't knew them so well.. so I decided to make the über cute Totoro bread plate I saw earlier. I sure was a clumsy because when I FINALLY Finished I dropped it and had to start all over! ;__; that sure sucks.. and I believe it was Allans Curse!~ but I ended up finishing it!~~ I didn't gave up yeah!~~



So I'm really happy.. it's so cute!~ ♥ I went to show it to my friend~ and she was like 'how cute' ^^ Made me smile really much... so we sat in the sun with two other guys. I didn't know them so well too, but I have seen them around at other cons/events. The one of them left a little time after I came, but I think I got the other one to know a bit more. Allan joined us and we played the uhm King game? I dunno what it's called in English! ;_; sry.. it was a lot of fun xD we had to throw things after other things.. and yeah if you remember I couldn't see a thing.. my excuse for losing~ xD

then the rest of the day went with walking around and talking, and borrowing ali's camera taking pictures. Ali showed us some 'magic' with a disappearing coin and ball.. first I went totally OMG HOW COOL but after seeing it second time I got it~ but I still think it's cool because I can't do it myself! D: even though I LOVE magic and practiced a lot~~ ^^

Actually I can't remember much more, than we shoot people with toy pistols and went to the minimarket to buy something to drink. oh yeaah we talked to new random people~ xD actually I have talked to some of them before.. but yeah it still felt like starting all over and I guess that's for the best too.. ^^;; because just because you talk once doesn't it make you friends. but that would be so much easier if that was like that.. but it's not.. but I totally had an amazing day! Thank you so much Line-sempai because you wanted to spent it together with me ♥ When I went home I smiled all over my face.

So I went home and my mother was asleep and my brother was playing computer. and I went to make homework.. and after dinner we had a family meeting.. and then everything went wrong. My brother locked himself inside the bathroom, my mother went for a walk and I went to my room.. we are still not talking together.. but I think I'll go to bed and hope for the best. Hope for a better Tomorrow and everything will get solved.

Night~

p.s Sry for a late entry D:

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Mood: Feel like crying, but the tears won't come
Listening to: It's not goodbye - Laura Pausin
Weather: Dark, earlier sunny
Consuming: tears
Gaming: -
Reading: -
Watching: -
Addicted to: -
Doing: sitting in my 'emo' corner

» Old ending, New start

Mood: Saaaad, summer holiday is over
Listening to: Nothing.. sound is broken D:
Weather: Greyish
Consuming: Water melon
Gaming: Plants vs zombie
Reading: Katekyo hitman reborn chap 301
Watching: NKH Ni Yokoso episode 8
Addicted to: Stalkiing *O*
Doing: making Dinner.. ~

While sitting making dinner, I thought I would make a small entry about the last few days!~
Since I'm lacking blogging I thought it would be time.. not to mention that I started in high school.. pretty nervous making...

But let us take it after time, last weekend I went to Genki~~ met a lot of people and saw friends I haven't seen for a while~ ^^ I had fun, but somehow missed something.. I can't say what.. but I sure had some fun and seeing people was lovely~ The weather was fantastic.. it's was soooo WAAAARM D: but sadly it rained Sunday ☂ Not to mention that the cosplay show, fashion show and tea party was really fun~ just being at the con was lovely~ ^^ I already look forward to J-popcon.. my cosplay is already planned just have to sew seriously.. xD


Today I started in high school~~ It was tiring and haaard.. meeting new people and stuff not knowing anyone D: I also ended up in the wrong class.. but I can change class after Christmas! ^^ but my new classmates ... are really nice. I already memorized all the names in my class.. lol my super memori is finally helping~ ^^ I was also a bit surprised about Pelle from my parallel class at the old school is in my class too~~ ^^ really surprising not to mention that a Mads guy know a guy who know some of form my old class which I have met once.. Alexander.. lol xD Our class is already a bit splitted in small groups.. but it's not that bad yet... lol xD I also meet a girl who lives nearby me and we go home togehter after school~ ^^ we have a lot of fun together~~ ^^ Today she even bought me a Ice cream! TwT I have to thaaaaank her so much for it.. melon ice cream is really delicious~ ♥ ♥ It will be a bit sad when I'm changing class after Christmas.. but we can still keep in touch and we have german classes together ^^ hopefully we can still go home together after school ☆ I'm looking forward to the real serious lessons start... I have this feeling that these next three years are going to be great! ^^


MANGA FREAK CORNER~~
I read chapter 301 of Katekyo hitman reborn. I can't believe It's already so far.. but no the only reason I'm blogging about it because of this.
Loook out of Spoilers
Click to see the picture~~


The person is so cute~~ I couldn't imagine him for this Era so seeing him liek this was liek OMG FANGIRLIIIIIING!... xD okay okay.. go read KHR yourself... feel liek talking to myself.. lol xD

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