I feel so cold, when I look at your crying faces and don't get touched at all.
I feel so selfish, when I only try to help you because it makes me satisfied.
It's all the voice from the bad conscience.
This day actually started really happily. My mother and I started making breakfast smiling and talking to each other.
I later on went to the G:cult, a mini event in Valby. At first I planned to go with a facebook group but ended up going with a friend. I clothes cosplayed as Belphegor from Katekyo hitman reborn, my beloved prince~ ♥ One day I really have to make his clothes for serious.. I just love the way he laugh.. Ushishishishi ♥ Waaa Bel I LOVE YOU~ ♥

But yeah I met up with my friend and we walked from Valby station to the place I somehow forgot something palace?.. where the G:cult were held. I wasn't wearing my glasses so I couldn't see a thing!~ 3__3 and the fact that my wig was supposed to cover my eyes didn't help. So I pretty much needed my friend helping me.. I was really happy she wanted to! or else I had to go around kinda blind
The first thing we did was making a bead plate with the dino from bubble something.. we made it blue and gold~~ no pictures sry D: I forgot to take one.. but it was cute ♥ then we walked around talking to people~ but since I didn't know so many and those I already knew, I didn't knew them so well.. so I decided to make the über cute Totoro bread plate I saw earlier. I sure was a clumsy because when I FINALLY Finished I dropped it and had to start all over! ;__; that sure sucks.. and I believe it was Allans Curse!~ but I ended up finishing it!~~ I didn't gave up yeah!~~

So I'm really happy.. it's so cute!~ ♥ I went to show it to my friend~ and she was like 'how cute' ^^ Made me smile really much... so we sat in the sun with two other guys. I didn't know them so well too, but I have seen them around at other cons/events. The one of them left a little time after I came, but I think I got the other one to know a bit more. Allan joined us and we played the uhm King game? I dunno what it's called in English! ;_; sry.. it was a lot of fun xD we had to throw things after other things.. and yeah if you remember I couldn't see a thing.. my excuse for losing~ xD
then the rest of the day went with walking around and talking, and borrowing ali's camera taking pictures. Ali showed us some 'magic' with a disappearing coin and ball.. first I went totally OMG HOW COOL but after seeing it second time I got it~ but I still think it's cool because I can't do it myself! D: even though I LOVE magic and practiced a lot~~ ^^
Actually I can't remember much more, than we shoot people with toy pistols and went to the minimarket to buy something to drink. oh yeaah we talked to new random people~ xD actually I have talked to some of them before.. but yeah it still felt like starting all over and I guess that's for the best too.. ^^;; because just because you talk once doesn't it make you friends. but that would be so much easier if that was like that.. but it's not.. but I totally had an amazing day! Thank you so much Line-sempai because you wanted to spent it together with me ♥ When I went home I smiled all over my face.
So I went home and my mother was asleep and my brother was playing computer. and I went to make homework.. and after dinner we had a family meeting.. and then everything went wrong. My brother locked himself inside the bathroom, my mother went for a walk and I went to my room.. we are still not talking together.. but I think I'll go to bed and hope for the best. Hope for a better Tomorrow and everything will get solved.
Night~
p.s Sry for a late entry D:
Listening to: It's not goodbye - Laura Pausin
Weather: Dark, earlier sunny
Consuming: tears
Gaming: -
Reading: -
Watching: -
Addicted to: -
Doing: sitting in my 'emo' corner

Først... Jeg blev total Happeh over at mig og Mi-chan nåede at lave Mukuro tridenten færdig ^^b Selv om jeg må indrømme at min perfektionisthed ikke var helt tilfreds.. jeg ved godt jeg sjuskede lidt i bunden af selve tridenten.. men jeg er ret glad for at ingen lagde mærke til det >w<; Yeaah ingen udover min Mi-chan self.. -____- He just hates me... but yeaah xD Happeh Happeh... desværre nåede jeg heller ikke at få min Paryk.. [deprimeret over det der så skete da jeg kom hjem...] men jeg var så heldig at jeg fik lov at låne Bianchis ^^b Thaank you so much! TwT~
Men det var en super hyggeligt con~~ ^^ med en fantastisk cosplay konkurrence og med en masse vidunderlige folk~~ Er trist over jeg ikke nåede at snakke med alle.. eller tilbringe mere tid med forskellige mennesker.. Savner allerede dem alle sammen... Kan virkelig ikke vente til Genki eller endnu værre J-popcon.... T________T Jeg kunne især godt lide Søndagen!~~ mest fordi vi tog KHR pictures på legepladsen!~~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ og fordi jeg kunne sidde og slappe af og ikke gå rundt og finde folk som de 2 andre dage.. eller det gjorde jeg nu også.. men lidt mere afslappet tror jeg xD ♥
Today was the first day of Hanami! Met up with Celia-chan, Trine, Line-sempai and two of her friends! ^__^ Kristine and Emma o,o KEEP forgetting the other girls name... I am sry! TxT I am failing in sticky brain OTZ. The Weather was HORRIBLE! TxT A little bit sun but mostly windy and cloudy. The flowers were not even blooming... I was disappointed! D: but but but I was almost fainting when I saw a Hibari-sama and a Pineapple-sama cosplay! *0* I COULD DIE! I really wanted to stalk them.. *w*;; Their cosplays were so amazing and pwnsome good made! ♥ Especially Hibari’s Tonfas! ♥♥♥ To be honest I was sad that Pineapple didn’t had a trident! But it is hard to make so I understand! Still happeh about Mi-chan is helping me making one! I hope It will turn out good and then I can use it *0* There was a Squalo cosplay too! From when he was young! 8DD Totally すごい! Dunno what to do! TwT Everyone were so amazing.. there was a lot of people wearing Kimono Like Liv, Sirup and Mie~ So envy! I want a kimono too! I think almost everyone were freezing! X0X Soooo cold I even think I caught a cold! I don’t feel well right now! D: I really hope nothing happened... but The most of the day I was walking... my feet are BURNING! Not like Tsuna-chaaan but almost.... xD I feel like I am too KHR addicted/fangirling right now! I was really happy that Mawj was there so she could fangirling with me... ALMOST FAINTING AND SCREAMING... Too addicted... I even joked about making a fanclub for Josephine when she cosplayed Hibari and she has cosplayed Hotaru as well ♥ My totally beloved favourite characters!! But with stalking and having fun I was still disappointed about the Sakura trees not blooming... Last year’s Sakura trees were soo beautiful~ 
Mood: Not feeling well
Of course there was Shugo chara Pucchi pucchi first! The first one was Chin, ton, Shan with Temari~ She should turn Ran, Miki, Su and Iru into a Yamato Nadeshiko(Perfect girl/lady) I laughed my ash of.. xD After Watching the Drama Yamato Nadeshiko it just pops out everywhere.. also when I listened to music suddenly my Itunes showed: Yamato Nadeshiko xD It MAGIC! or maybe not.. xD The song was a Shugo chara Orginal Soundtrack Guess whos... Fujisaki Nadeshiko/Nagihiko's.. I think It's more Nadeshiko than Nagihiko because it when Nadeshiko dances... (I know they are the same person.. ><)
Then the Operation Let Hikaru laugh! xD He actually tried.. xD He LOOK SO EVIL! just like Tadase chara change xD He will be a perfect King and "descendant" to him! Hikaru Gambatte I KNOW YOU CAN SMILE!! ^__^ I TRUST YOU! Amu and Rikka were surprised when they saw it! xD Those episodes are too short! D: hmm I guess how Hikaru's Shugo chara will turn out like?! OWO; can't wait to see~~ and LOL Hotaru-chan is afraid of height! and how can Hikaru not shout when he ride a rollercoaster?! I would DIE like HELL!~~ and the mirror house WHUT?! Hikaru you are too clever! xD just look at the mirror and laugh!
But I Miss Ikuto! after they ride the teacups I missed him a lot! IKUTO COME BACK TO AMU AND MAKE SOME AMUTO! ;A; I want to fangirl~~ please?! ;w; I hope he will return to Japan soon, and that he maybe will find his father could be soo cool! hmm and what about Utau given up on ikuto?! I hope there will be more Kutau and Rimahiko.. but the characters we see the most is Amu, Rikka and Hikaru D: and sometimes Nagihiko owo; I LOVE HIKARUXRIKKA and they are so close! ;A; <3 Rikka please stay by Hikarus side Itsumo! l3 There have been a lot of moments too! like holding hands, Rikka blushing etc.
I think they will make a cute couple, especially if they become the new King and Queen~ *O* *imagine* Aww! Can't wait see that happening next. I was wondering about the X-eggs in Rikka's room. They didn't looked happy, I'm worried about they would do something terrible to Rikka! D: PLEASE DON'T DO! hmm or maybe amu will help remove the x on them! Let us wait to next week!
Okay the last 3 weeks I have not read Negima but today I did read them all and yeah.. I cried.. Graig, Aisha, Cheif, Tosaka, Rakan disappeared they didn't die just disappeared.. Poor Nodoka, Ako and Natsumi-chan! The one who helped them when they first came to the Magic world/old world, just disappeared. but thanks to Nodoka-chan's artifat she found out that she could bring them back and how to save the world, meanwhile Negi, Chisame and Fei just found out that the Asuna they are together with is fake, or a illusionist or a person who can change appearance and take the persons personality! Of course we as reader knew it long way before, but negi just found out! They are right now in 4 groups if I remember right. Negi, Chisame and Fei. Paru(Haruna), Chachamaru and Sayo. Asuna, Mana, Yue and Misora. and the others like Setsuna, Kazumi, Kaede, Yuna, Akira, Ako etc. Team Haruna are on their way to the meeting place and we see for the first time Chachamaru use her adeat! Looks cute and have a cat gun! and I'm so Happy that Yur remembered everyone and Nodoka again!~ Yue and Nodoka is my favourite friendship couple after all! ^^ The manga is just being more and more confussing~ Can't wait to next chapter!
As we saw in chapter 279 Uni and Gamma disappeared! ;A; I was crying again.. because I really like Uni a lot and actually I think UnixGamma is a cute couple! Gamma liked Unis mother too so it's so cute! but I would still wish for them to come back! Everyone were so sad and so was I Uni is my favourite girl together with Chrome Dokuro in KHR so of course I would be sad if she died/disappeared. I would make a update on the Anime too but I haven't watched all the newest episodes yet.. Too many and too long~ The worst is that I haven't seen the Arcobanelo missons yet.. My brother told me It was really funny and I read on Reborn Wiki that Belphegor is going to help Mammon/viper with his misson and they are going to be girls! <33 I'm going to fangirl that girl too only because it's Bel in disguise~ Okay maybe not.. because she don't look like him at all.. and I can't believe it... Byakuran is gone.. I LOVED HIM SO MUCH.. the way he always smiled and said Shou-chan and ate his marshmallow... why the name.. Marshmallow please come back.. but yeah it would be totally lame if he suddenly changed side. but Byakuran wasn't evil, he was just a boy who was bored and wanted to have something to do. and of course we are humans and we disire a lot. He just chose the world domination. but I'm happy that he could die with a smile.
and he only died in the future.. there is still hope for byakuran. Shoichi can go back to the past and make sure he won't be evil~ and make sure he won't meet the cervello~ The future act is going to end soon and I don't think KHR end after that. Me and my brother talked about a future act 20 years later.. but of course they return to the past have some rest and happy days but then maybe cervello or the persons behind Cervello will take over Byakurans power or do something themselves. They are everywhere and always on the enemies side. Something about the Cervello isn't right! So I'm really excited to see what happens in the next chapter of KHR!~~