20130816 ★ Life so far

I got into my first priority at Copenhagen University (KU) Which I'm super happy about though at the same time I feel so nervous! What if I don't make any friends or people think of me as a weirdo for being an Otaku and Fujoshi? It's not like I'm even trying to hide it, in fact if I get the chance to talk about anime and manga I wouldn't even bother holding it in. I'll go all out with my burning feels and passion for this childish and cartoonish obsession sadly most of my friends don't watch anime any more or watch it rarely and when I'm updated with the newest anime each season it makes my fangirling opportunities fewer. Though I'm not saying NONE of my friends watch anime it's just that they are few. Luckily I tend to live on tumblr and get whatever guilty fangirling pleasure there~ But if you ever need some recommendation to anime or just watch anime in general please do not hesitate and drop me a message! ♥ (if you are curious then I'm pretty obsessed with Free!, Brothers Conflict, Kami nomi zo shiru sekai s3, Shingeki no Kyojin and Dangan ronpa lately~ + I'm looking forward to Kuroko no basket s2, Magi s2 and Kyoukai no Kanata so much that I want to cosplay from them all keke )

I finally got around to update my collections and 'plan to cosplay' on tumblr so if you are curious about what I might/might not cosplay in the coming time then you can have a look [+++] but it's not completely updated yet. But let me just say that Mirai from Kyoukai no Kanata should be there too~ I adore her outfit and she looks so cuute! I'm not finished reading the Light novel yet but I hope I will before the anime starts airing. but isn't she just cute? VV

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Also for the upcoming con Genki con. This year I'm going to be working at Maid Cafe ♥ So if you have time and are going to the con, then please do drop by and say hello~ AND after not cosplaying for a long time I finally got around to make cosplays!  I bought the wig and lenses and I really really hope they will get here on time! Else I'll cry my eyes out... I'm not completely done but I hope to finish them in the coming week. For this year's Genki con I'm going to cosplay as: Kise Ryouta Teikou ver. (Kuroko no basket) and Morgiana Mahrajan Festival ver. (Magi: The labyrinth of Magic) 

  

_{Kise & Morgiana}

 I really hope I can pull them out and do them well enough and just because I'm a tard then I forgot to take any in progress pictures. The only thing is this VV

_{Who needs a fancy mannequin 
when you have an adorable little brother ♥}

Though it still needs some modifications and I haven't sewn the shirt together yet. On the picture I just did Pin Magic or with common language used pin to fasten the fabric  but I'm meeting up my Melanie to finish it so yeah~ I will throw another update at you on Saturday~

Other things in my life are well today I missed the party at KUA (Copenhagen University Amager) which seems to be a very important event for new student to get to know their classmates to be. My dance lessons started early August and I dance every Thursday from 6pm-10pm and Sunday 2pm-4pm so yeah I missed it all because of my dance lesson. I'm so scared that I won't make friends and everyone already bonded.  I know it is too early to panic and all but I'm just so unsure about it all. It is the next 5 years of my life afterall. Also I have been so depressed lately and I cry so easily. Since my Grandfather passed away 20130809 the smallest thing which remind me of him just makes me cry. My mom is in China right now to do help out with the funeral and all. I'm so sad I couldn't go but I'm doing my best to stay strong. Afterall it is my first encounter with death and I know my Grandfather would have wished for me to smile and enjoy life as always but that doesn't mean I can't cry to let it all out from time to time no?  Though I'm trying to keep my mind busy to avoid getting a mental breakdown. I'm sadly one of those people who tend to overthink every small detail so to keep my mind busy I try to keep myself occupied with Gaming and Piano playing. Right now I'm totally OBSESSED AND FANGIRLING all kind of Otoge or in English "maiden's game" maybe? It is dating games for girls and well I adore the character designs and love voice actors what can I blame?  My two guilty pleasures right now are Hakuouki Shinsengumi kitan & Amnesia. But I'm playing a lot of 7th Dragon 2020 & Dangan Ronpa too, even though the second game for both series are out I still stick with the first one till I have completed them. BUT WOAAH I WANT TO PLAY SUPER DANGAN RONPA & 7TH DRAGON 2020 II  and pokemon Black 2 too. so many games so little time /sobs. Also skipping Piano practice for over three years really make you rusty.  I can barely remember how to play anything. I can still handle für elise though and I just finished kaze ni naru - the cat returns. I'm aiming my next project toward the Spirited away songs. Especially itsumo nando demo & ano ni no kawa e ♥

Well that is all from my life so far! but I still have tons of things to do and these days everything is so stressing. But I hope I will survive somehow. See you next time~

Mood: Fired up	Musik: 理想情人 - 楊丞琳

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18 ★ years

Today is my 18th birthday~ I can't really believe that I'm already 18. Somewhere in my mind I'm still 12 and just started going to conventions. Times fly by so fast and things change even though we don't even notice it. I even got all the 'spam' letters from Banks and the government telling me I'm allowed to vote etc. etc. It is so weird~

I celebrated my birthday the 9th of June with some of the friends I have made from conventions and my family. It was more a cosy get together with food and dancing than actually party hard with alcohol. I was so happy to see so many of my friends. Both those who live nearby and those who live a bit farther. I think and hope everyone had a good time and I was so happy to see how well everyone had fun together. I also got so many wonderful present and I can't even describe how happy it made me feel celebrating my birthday with everyone. I almost wanted to cry. So again thank you everyone for coming and for the lovely, inspiring and amazing presents!



I especially want to thank my family for their support so far for everything. Sometimes you are annoying and sometimes you are lovely but no matter what I will always love you, because we are family~

My Outfit from my birthday


This years birthday has been so wonderful~ Even though it has been raining all day~ I like rain though, as long as I'm inside and not getting soaked from it. It is so refreshing and relaxing. Like it is washing all my pain and worries away but Thank you everyone for the nice and sweet messages I have got on Facebook, Skype, SMS, E-mail, letters and Tumblr ;__; I am so happy and I love you all

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Now that I have turned 18 I'm also starting to wonder a bit about what to do with my life. I have many hobbies and interest and I don't know how I am going to make time for them all. I feel like I'm wasting my time doing nothing. I'm not even sure what I want to do after high school and I'm in my third and last year after the summer break. Of course I have the break to think about it and yes I have one year after that too, but as it seems right now I don't have any clues at all. I don't know if I should take up my Piano lessons again, Start dancing or maybe even practice singing again. I also still consider if I should learn Japanese or Korean or just stick with Chinese and Cantonese on the site. I also want to be able to draw and take pictures to reflect my thought and feelings. I want to be able to capture memories and feelings in videos and in pictures and of course I want to be able to sew something cute and pretty and maybe eventually make a cosplay I can show off proudly. Origami has also been really inspiring and same goes with other kind of paper craft. I also enjoy watching movies, anime and dramas and from time to time reading a book or two. Baking and cooking are also worth spending time on, I especially love to decorate desserts and make my hair pretty. Make up has not always been my thing but when I see make up artist I feel their beauty and get inspired to do make up myself, even though I know I tend to be too lazy to put it on and remove it afterwards. I love to design things and write advanced codes and design pretty web layouts. Making funny gifs and writing odd stories are also things which I love to do. Sometimes I also miss being scout, sleeping in the nature, feel the nature and explore it. Solve mysteries, sending secret codes and testing my knowledge on Sherlock Holmes. Finding my inner psychologist and philosopher trying to figure out the brain and the human thought. Exploring the stars and the mysteries of the planets and the enormous Universe. Travelling in time to the wonders of SCI-FI and new technologies to the past unsolved mysteries and old myth and folk tales. Learning new cultures and old traditions as well as the different animals and plant from all over the world. Listening to music from all over the world from old to new times, and looking at the different styles and fashion from old times to present. So many things I want to do, so many things I want to know and so many things I want to explore but a day only had 24 hours and a life only have a limited number of days. I don't know where to start and I don't know how to begin. please tell me to see what time brings and just follow the flow, but I just feel I'm wasting my time waiting and flowing.. and in one year can you really achieve so many things? I wonder. I think I better stop thinking about it, I could go on forever and ever and ever, walking around in circles in this mess I made up in my own mind~
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BTW; I (Trini) dyed my hair brown or maybe it is more purpleish or that is what some of my friends say haha~ but now I think I will be going back to studying ;__;

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~Just the simple everyday life~

Hii everyone~



It has been such a long time since I last blogged. Reason: there is nothing much to tell. It's freezing outside and I'm just waking up every morning, going to school, coming home, doing my homework, eat and go to sleep. A pretty boring routine actually..


I'm looking forward to spring and the sun.
I'm looking forward to the weather to get warmer.
I'm looking forward to see my friends again and hang out.
I'm looking forward to the flowers to bloom and
I'm looking forward to seeing my mom again~


I haven't watched any anime or been on tumblr for almost a month now.. and well there are still some days left until I can go back to my obsessions~

Meanwhile, I have been reading a lot of manga especially shoujos and I have been thinking about my life and the future and the meaning of life... yep I got very deep haha~



Three mangas which has really captured my heart during this period are:

Stardust wink;
I love Haruta Nana~ I have read almost every single piece which she has published~ Her drawing style is cute and I like her plots (even thought shoujo mangas don't really have plots..) but It actually seems like the couple I'm shipping is going to be canon~ I can't wait to see what is going to happen next~
★★★★★★★★★☆

Chihayafuru;
cutest shoujo / sports manga ever~ I really love how modern and traditional is it, it is a nice mix between the two. The art is also really pretty~ Not to mention the animation (watched it until my non anime month) and the colour choice. The beautiful autumn colours matching Chihayas light brown hair perfectly, not to mention the other characters. Kana, Nishima, Tsutomu and of course the two main guy characters~ Arata and Taichi ♥ I'm so obsessed and inspired that I'm nerdy enough memorizing the poems.. Not only do I love the plot, characters, animation, songs but also the entire idea it is based on, it is so inspiring and motivating that I could rewatch all the episodes forever~ (the manga is not as up to date as the anime at the moment.. I'm looking so forward to being able to watch anime again.. )
★★★★★★★★★★

Nodame Cantabile;
It is actually rather old, and it is completed. It is all about classic music. Since I play the piano myself (or used to) I get really inspired and motivated when reading the manga. In the beginning I didn't like the art very much, but actually now I think it is rather cute. I looked through some AMVs too and well I start to like the art a lot~ the plot is nice too, and I'm in love with the characters too. Nodame and Chiaki are so adorable and well I hope I can meet people like them in real life, even though I don't think it will happen but if they are close enough that would be an amazing encounter~
I still haven't watched the anime yet or finished reading the manga, but well I downloaded all the soundtracks since It is almost only classic music. After reading this far and listening to the soundtrack I remembered how fun It is to play Piano and how much I love music, and to tell the truth I haven't listened to anything else than the soundtrack since.. haha~ I'm looking forward to read the ending~ I can already imagine myself crying in my room ♥
★★★★★★★★★☆



Both Chihaya and Nodame have been so inspiring, touching and motivating and I actually want to find something I burn for too, something I really want to do and enjoy the fullest. I haven't felt so inspired for a long time, so I'll start drawing, playing piano, cleaning my room, sew cosplay, do origami, study japanese, korean and chinese much more and well I might even start dancing and singing again~ (not to mention I miss using my camera so I might put random pictures in my future entries so be prepared hehe~)

see you next time~ hopefully soon!
(btw there is a 'Fastelavn's party at my school tomorrow, who knows I might blog about it~)

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[ミ☆ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ☆彡]⌒ヾ(･ω-｡)~♪

　
So today is my birthday, I'm now officially 17 years old~ The 'waiting' age between 16 and 18.
For me it's not really a waiting age since I'm not into politics so voting is not really something I think much about and don't really want a driving license, I'm doing pretty good on my bike ^^;

but I have to admit I feel older, I think it's weird I already am 17 years old, one more year and I'm old. Haha not that I think 18 is old, it's just that it's when you realize you're an adult for good.

Today I celebrated my birthday with my family, It was the usual talk, eat, talk, have fun, talk and then go home. It was nice though~ Sometimes spending time with your entire family *indenmark* is nice~ everyone getting along and have fun~

I got some pretty nice presents! A lot of Art/drawing gear, clothes and money. I will save up the money and draw a lot haha. It has also almost become a tradition, when the family visits us, we play a lot of PlayStation games. Buzz, Tekken and Mortal combat might be the favourites! Also my brother playing Guitar, is something he do a lot when we have guests. It's all so nice!

★　I hope everyone had a nice day too ★

did I mention I am pretty hooked on X-men and Gaia at the moment? ♥

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Wedding

Take my hand
Take my whole life, too
For I can't help falling in love with you
Can't Help falling in love with you - Elvis Presly

So this weekend I went to my first danish wedding, not traditional though~~ ^^ my oldest grandcousin and his girlfriend got married. ♥

It started at 10:15 at thorvaldensens square in copenhagen. My cousin and his girlfriend wore masks because they mustn't see each other until they arrived home. I dunno if it's a tradition or just a deal they made. There they got officialy married on paper.



Then everyone went to their apartmemt, in the garden to watch the ring ceremony. We had to decorate the communion with chalk, and well I can honestly say my mother was really nerdy around it xD she looked really concentrated while drawing xD


My Mother and her Aunt! xD Now I know where the nerdy part is inherited from.

Then we sat down and waited for the bride to walk down the communion. We waited extremely long or it felt like we did~ I got really excited about it~



I wanted to cry so much when she appeared, and when the 'priest' started to talk and joke we laughed and cried so much ;__; ♥ especially my other grandcousin >w< the priest wasn't a real priest but a friend of my grandcousin and the bride. When they exchanged rings, we threw popcon on them instead of rice xD Did I mention it was my brother who played when the bride walked down the communion? xD Like everyone else I congratuated them after the ceremony, and then there were snacks, sandwishes and drinks. It was freezing cold ;w; so I went home earlier.



Later around 17 pm I went to the bride's parents house for wedding dinner~ first thing we got served was ærtesuppe and potatos on bread as forret. I didn't liked the soup but the potatoes was yum xD for hovedret we had chinagrill and that was really delicious om nom nom~ between the forret 1, 2 and the hovedret there were people people holding speeches. They were all sweet and touching ;A; among them there were also songs, the brides family was rather musical... I think there 3-4 songs. After all the touching speeches we got dessert. Some strawberry soup with vanilla parfait and waffle.

After dinner the married couple had to danse wals it was so cute ヽ(；▽；)ノ then a band arrived and cake, tea, coffee, snacks and alcohol were served and there was a big party to early in the morning ♥ I went home around 3 am. I'm not the party type~~
rain on the wedding day means good luck/happiness in China and omg it rained xD

sunday I arrived around 2 pm to watch the married couple open presents and eating brunch/lunch together~~

There were so many and they were all so touching ;_;

After this wedding I really want to get married myself xD I'm totally in the mood~
anybody else who wants to get married? (=´∀｀)人(´∀｀=)
　

O U T F I T


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Scared to live

I won’t be surprised if I die tomorrow, but I’m really afraid of leaving my house after thinking about some things a while ago. Last Thursday a 19 years old guy was shot and killed not far from where I live, actually only 3 minutes from my place, and it was in my own neighbourhood. So I’m really scared if the murders would come again to kill someone innocent. I just imagined that what if they would rape me because I’m a girl and then kill me?.. and what if they didn’t killed me but just raped me? How would I be able to keep on living? Actually I was wondering if people would ask me if I could remember the rapist’s face, and if I could, would I dare to tell the police?

To be honest I don’t think I would, I would be afraid of them trying to finding me and actually kill me. Not even if the police offered some kind of protection I wouldn’t dare.. also because I like to go to Parkour, Japanese lessons and other things I do in my spare time, and with protection I don’t think I would be able to leave the house after 5 or 6 pm. Would my life just end like that then? And what if I get killed? Will all my dreams and hopes just get broken in a blink of the eye? I don’t really know. And I’m scared to find out, I just hope things will settle/relax a bit.. because I like the night a lot, and I like to be able to take a night walk under the starry sky ★ and with the things which just happened my mom would NEVER allow it D:

I know I usually say F*ck my life, just kill me now, shoot me etc etc. complaining about my life and that people should just go ahead and kill me now, I have had enough, but well not a surprise I actually don’t mean those things, I love my life and pretty much where I am now. My friends are supportive, my classmates understand our differences, most of my teachers are nice and really good at teaching~ So I’m pretty happy where I am now. Also I have got my own room, still under process though but it’s here and well it’s big and I can sit on the floor doing homework!~ I’m so happy.

Or there is something which still bugs me, my mother and I just don’t seem to understand each other, we fight a lot and have problems speaking normally to each other. Once again we had a fight, and well I almost started to cry again and I just felt that I wanted to scream. My mom wants us to move to Århus so badly! She wants us to go live with her boyfriend in his house, it’s not because I dislike him (anymore) but Århus is just far away, I don’t have as many friends there, my high school is wonderful and I don’t want to change to another, I like my parkour teachers and teammates, I don’t want new ones. I know Copenhagen really well and know where all the good shops are, Århus is almost a maze for me. I just don’t like the entire idea of Århus. But my mom just always seems to get upset whenever she comes home and want us to move over there because it’s so much better bla bla bla.. but it’s just not the same! No matter how you look at it, Århus will never be Copenhagen and I will never feel as home in Århus as I do here right now in Copenhagen. I just don’t want to move.. ;__; but I think my mother has kinda given up now, but well I’ll see how it is tomorrow.. I have a headache now D: (my internet was confiscated yesterday, because my mom was mad at me... so well.. I could first post this now.. ^^;)

Sry for another ranting post with no pictures, and I don’t really know what kind of pictures I can post in there.. ;__; but here is a picture which always makes me happy~

Jonghyun is so cute! ;w; ♥ and the little kid is so adorable! >w< ♥ I want to hug both of them tightly~

and One piece, Katekyo hitman reborn and Fairy tail also always touch me a lot and makes me smile or cry in a good way~ The new chapters was incredible, as always I can't wait for the next chapter ♥

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» Friends and TANGLED ♥

And so i'll read a book
Or maybe two or three
I'll add a few new paintings
To my gallery　

As always my Entries come up too late ;___; It is just that I can't make myself blog on a weekday and usually I just don't have the time.. but I'll try to blog on the actual day! *^*)b 頑張っています　★

Friday

» Celebrating Chinese New year

EVERYONE HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

Another late entry ;____; the chinese new years eve this year was February 2nd. and this year it is the Rabbits year~ people born in 2011, 1999, 1987 and 1975. Just count 12 backward if you are older. My mom is Rabbit and I have a 2 uncles who are Rabbits as well so we kinda celebrated their year too~

The 2nd I went to Parkour as usual but before that my mom, Martin, My brother and I were going to eat at a chinese restaurent, but it was closed every wednesday so I ended up eating Mc D. lol I felt so damn fat ;__; and I failed a bit to Parkour as well.. but other than that after Parkour I got to eat my favourite Pizza! Garlic Pizza *O* because I had to go to Parkour I couldn't dress up! ;__; but

the 3rd I was invited to my mother's aunt's New years eve dinner something~ This time I got to dress up~ It is a tradition to wear something red at New year because red symbols fortune!~ The only thing you do to these New years eve celebrations is eat! x'D so now a food spaam











Because of my Grand cousin's Fiance's mother had Birthday we also got layer cake! x'D It has been soo long since I last time tasted a layer cake with out whiped cream *O* and it was really tasty because it was really sour. The raspberry cream was a bit sour but the marzipan around the cake was really sweet~ a perfect combination~ om nom nom nom



There were so many other desserts as well but I kinda forgot to take pictures, I just started to eat lol.. ♥ Sometimes I hate to visit my mother's aunt because there is ALWAYS SO MUCH FOOD and A LOT of desserts... I am seriously going to get fat.. and I am still going to eat the next two days ;__; Saturday is Waffles and Sunday is my grand cousins Birthday so well more food.... I have to do A LOT of exercise if I want to avoid getting fatter! but luckily I'm going to Parkour monday.. and I have the feeling it is going to be really hard >__< My outfit~ I didn't had anything red really so used Pink instead ♥



BTW I can't wait for this awesome Weekend to start ♥ Friday with Julie, Saturday with my class and Sunday is my grand cousins Birthday + the day I'll se TANGLED ♥ ♥ ♥ Look forward to entry spaam ♥

+ I GOT A THUMBLR Cute Starfish

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C U R R E N T
Listening to:　Nothing special - Hatsune Miku