20130817 ★ Unlucky lvl MAX

Today I went to work after some time and WOAH I could definitely feel that I haven't been to work for a while. Working in a bakery and needing to wake up at 5 AM is so hard and difficult. I'm totally thinking of quitting  but I'm so bad at denying and doing things which could dissatisfy people. I tried to quit once but that ended up with me just going on holiday instead 

Yesterday I went to Killing's "birthday" party which was super fun and enjoyable~  It was nice seeing some people I haven't seen for almost half a year, especially because I didn't go to Jpopcon this year or I wasn't there for very long. I even had to leave early because of yes the stupid work!!  also I really dislike some of my colleagues and the worst part is that I haven't even met them. I just had a bad experience with one of them telling me on paper I didn't do my work properly and she was acting all high and mighty  Oh well I'm gonna quit anyway also because it is too far away.

Outfit from Killing's Bday~ 

_{Some days I just look like a Fish}

But Today I was so UNLUCKY I think it is the most unlucky day in my entire life.  Firstly it started raining when I had to get to work at 5 AM.. so I had to take the bus... which I of course missed. So I had to wait 20 minutes and got late for work. Then a lot of the customers were so rude and ill-mannered. I'm so surprised about Danes sometimes. How can they just walk in and pretend they owe it all and then they even scold me for the bread not being the same size as last time or the price rose. I'm not baker! OR the owner. So please stop scolding me -sobs- some of the elderly men are so scary. I never dare to say anything I just smile and nod pretending everything is perfect  When I finally finished work a bit earlier, two guys walked in after closing time begged me to let them buy something which resulted in I had to redo the dishes and recount the coffers. Usually I am prepared for last minute buyers who never come.. but of all days they had to come it had to be today. So I got free from work later than usually which just sucked since I had to meet up with Melanie to buy things to cosplay.. Well when I thought things would start to get nicer my bag strap broke.. it didn't just broke but the metal part cracked  and because I didn't bike to work I had to carry this Idontevenknowhowheavy bag of mine. I had to hug-carry it. It was so awkward  Even the people gave me weird stares. I then met up with Melanie and we went for pig-coloured bandage hunt and we went into 3-4 Matas and NONE of them had it.  (ಠ益ಠ) I might go to the drugstore on Monday but ARGH.. and then the bus just drove as we arrived to the bus stop. Though the worst of all My camera broke When my bag broke I dropped my bag on the ground which probably damaged it and because the bag was broken it was so inconvenient to carry all my things. The Juice, bread, extra clothes from the cold morning etc. It was a chaos to carry it all at once and I kept dropping things but when I got out of the bus almost home, of all the things I had to drop I dropped the Camera and it seems like the inner screen cracked.. and I bet it is super expensive to get it fixed. Luckily my mom didn't scold or blamed me for breaking the camera. When I was younger she would get so angry and I was so happy to hear her voice after all the things which had happened with my grandfather and after this day I could use a hug from my mom telling me it all would be okay.  Though I have till she is coming back from China. 

Even though I said I would post WIP pictures of my cosplay I can't because of the broken Camera.. I'm so sorry but actually something good happened today ~ While walking down the shopping street we encountered Yul Anderson. I think he is an American free time pianist but I just really like his music and he kind of cheered me up  my refound interest for Piano instrumentals and playing the piano has been rather huge. I'm sad I don't owe a better Keyboard so I'm thinking of save up money to buy one, but first I have to figure out if I should fix or buy a new Camera and what model if the second case.  

_{In case you are curious, yes I did ask before taking the picture}

Oh Right I didn't finish my cosplay cause well I suck at sewing and some unwanted surprises came when I had to sew the last part! Also we had some problems and trouble figuring out if we wanted to paint or sew the numbers on... The fabric might not be the most paint friendly but we just want to do it as precise as possible but I don't know anymore.. I feel like I put too much effort into this dammit costume.. also the sleeves and the collar are bullying me  I hope we manage to finish on time~ Now have some Danish Bakery Eye candy~ 

 

Mood: TOTALLY DOWN	Music: Splash free - STYLE FIVE

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Dinner and birthday ♥

The 15th of April my friend brammer held a birthday dinner for some of his friends.
we ate at charlottelund castle restaurent~

The food was quite Danish (?) and there was a lot I disliked because I'm picky haha but the food I liked, was delicious ♥ Especially the dessert was quite tasty



even though most of my friends didn't like the ice cream, I found it rather nice. A special taste indeed, a sour taste xD but well I really do enjoy eating sour things. ♥

It was a really nice evening and I really enjoyed it It was so nice to see everyone again~

My outfit


And some pictures from the evening





Then the 21st of April Brammer and Johan threw a 18 years old birthday party at svanemøllen.

I went to Celia's house earlier to watch ‘Captain America’ but instead we just ended with chilling~ I was biking to her place and omg forests, hills and crappy rainy weather haha first rain, then hailstones and lastly sun haha. I forgot to check geocatches but I will definitely bike there again to find them

Later I went to Zarah's place to warm and dress up for the party. Trine, Trini, Tea and Rasmus (who came later) were there as well~ it is so much fun to dress up together. We even played some drunk games like waterfall and pyramid

The party was fun~ xD it was really cosy but sadly the alcohol made me tired rather fast but I still enjoyed it~

I slept at Zarah's place, but since she wanted to go clubbing in town I went with her~ but well I'm a minor so I couldn't go in, I guess I look waay too childish xD I didn't want to ruin it for Zarah so I went to her place by myself~ seriously I was so scared, I am so paranoid and to walk in town alone.. Not my thing, I even got lost ;___; or I thought I was lost but in reality I just started to panic when there were less and less people on the streets. Because in the beginning I was fine, it was later I started to become paranoid~ but I got there safe and sound and had a nice day

Pictures from the party







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~Just the simple everyday life~

Hii everyone~



It has been such a long time since I last blogged. Reason: there is nothing much to tell. It's freezing outside and I'm just waking up every morning, going to school, coming home, doing my homework, eat and go to sleep. A pretty boring routine actually..


I'm looking forward to spring and the sun.
I'm looking forward to the weather to get warmer.
I'm looking forward to see my friends again and hang out.
I'm looking forward to the flowers to bloom and
I'm looking forward to seeing my mom again~


I haven't watched any anime or been on tumblr for almost a month now.. and well there are still some days left until I can go back to my obsessions~

Meanwhile, I have been reading a lot of manga especially shoujos and I have been thinking about my life and the future and the meaning of life... yep I got very deep haha~



Three mangas which has really captured my heart during this period are:

Stardust wink;
I love Haruta Nana~ I have read almost every single piece which she has published~ Her drawing style is cute and I like her plots (even thought shoujo mangas don't really have plots..) but It actually seems like the couple I'm shipping is going to be canon~ I can't wait to see what is going to happen next~
★★★★★★★★★☆

Chihayafuru;
cutest shoujo / sports manga ever~ I really love how modern and traditional is it, it is a nice mix between the two. The art is also really pretty~ Not to mention the animation (watched it until my non anime month) and the colour choice. The beautiful autumn colours matching Chihayas light brown hair perfectly, not to mention the other characters. Kana, Nishima, Tsutomu and of course the two main guy characters~ Arata and Taichi ♥ I'm so obsessed and inspired that I'm nerdy enough memorizing the poems.. Not only do I love the plot, characters, animation, songs but also the entire idea it is based on, it is so inspiring and motivating that I could rewatch all the episodes forever~ (the manga is not as up to date as the anime at the moment.. I'm looking so forward to being able to watch anime again.. )
★★★★★★★★★★

Nodame Cantabile;
It is actually rather old, and it is completed. It is all about classic music. Since I play the piano myself (or used to) I get really inspired and motivated when reading the manga. In the beginning I didn't like the art very much, but actually now I think it is rather cute. I looked through some AMVs too and well I start to like the art a lot~ the plot is nice too, and I'm in love with the characters too. Nodame and Chiaki are so adorable and well I hope I can meet people like them in real life, even though I don't think it will happen but if they are close enough that would be an amazing encounter~
I still haven't watched the anime yet or finished reading the manga, but well I downloaded all the soundtracks since It is almost only classic music. After reading this far and listening to the soundtrack I remembered how fun It is to play Piano and how much I love music, and to tell the truth I haven't listened to anything else than the soundtrack since.. haha~ I'm looking forward to read the ending~ I can already imagine myself crying in my room ♥
★★★★★★★★★☆



Both Chihaya and Nodame have been so inspiring, touching and motivating and I actually want to find something I burn for too, something I really want to do and enjoy the fullest. I haven't felt so inspired for a long time, so I'll start drawing, playing piano, cleaning my room, sew cosplay, do origami, study japanese, korean and chinese much more and well I might even start dancing and singing again~ (not to mention I miss using my camera so I might put random pictures in my future entries so be prepared hehe~)

see you next time~ hopefully soon!
(btw there is a 'Fastelavn's party at my school tomorrow, who knows I might blog about it~)

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All songs end Black

Haunted in my own dreams, is this a signal or just a warning for the future?　
　
The title is random, or actually the reason behind it is because I dreamt about it lol..

but well lately I have been haunted in my dreams. I experience thing which scare me, and I am terrified to do things in my everyday life (yes I know I get scared easily). I just want to dream my old random dreams ;___;! and I'm considering if it is even possible for me to be psychic.....

Other than that I went to a party at my school last Friday. The Theme was Shrovetide, in Denmark is it called 'Fastelavn' it's a danish tradition where people dress up in costumes and hit a barrel, in the old days there were a real cat inside, but today it's mostly candy~ but at my school it was condoms ( * ^)oo(^ *)

and of course I was dressed up in a costume, even though it failed a bit and I don't think people could see what I was dressed up as! D:



I was doll~ or more precise I was lolita inspired doll~ but my lack of make up did I couldn't do Michelle Phan's Gothic lolita or Lady gaga tutorial! >_< and then my white eye liner broke. I felt like screaming ;___; no more bright looking eyes to me! OTZ There wasn't that many at the party but I had fun~ talking to people is always fun! and as always NO dancing to me, but I promised some of the girls I would definitely do it next time! >//> I'm embarrassed to... but a promise is a promise! ^^ and as mentioned above there were barrels~ but because all the strong guys was in front I didn't got to hit it even once OTZ That makes me a bit sad... I really wanted to D:

and then I stayed after the party to clean up! I was home at 3:30 and that mean I slept my entire Saturday away! ;___; and I used my entire Sunday on my German homework and figured out I had done it all wrong so now I have to start over... at the moment I hate my life! LOL

but I'm looking forward to the easter break! I don't have time to relax but I'm going to hang out with my friends and just have a great time!

Nothing else is happening in my life, and I have a lot of homework, so I'm not sure if I get to blog that much.. but I'll try if I can write small entries once in a while~ ^^


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C U R R E N T

Mood:	Tired
Listening to:	Dolls - Kagamine Rin
Doing:	German homework