but I'm so bad at denying and doing things which could dissatisfy people. I tried to quit once but that ended up with me just going on holiday instead 
Yesterday I went to Killing's "birthday" party which was super fun and enjoyable~
It was nice seeing some people I haven't seen for almost half a year, especially because I didn't go to Jpopcon this year or I wasn't there for very long. I even had to leave early because of yes the stupid work!! 
also I really dislike some of my colleagues and the worst part is that I haven't even met them. I just had a bad experience with one of them telling me on paper I didn't do my work properly and she was acting all high and mighty 
Oh well I'm gonna quit anyway also because it is too far away.
Outfit from Killing's Bday~
Some days I just look like a Fish
But Today I was so UNLUCKY I think it is the most unlucky day in my entire life. 
Firstly it started raining when I had to get to work at 5 AM.. so I had to take the bus... which I of course missed. So I had to wait 20 minutes and got late for work. Then a lot of the customers were so rude and ill-mannered. I'm so surprised about Danes sometimes. How can they just walk in and pretend they owe it all and then they even scold me for the bread not being the same size as last time or the price rose. I'm not baker! OR the owner. So please stop scolding me -sobs- some of the elderly men are so scary. I never dare to say anything I just smile and nod pretending everything is perfect 
When I finally finished work a bit earlier, two guys walked in after closing time begged me to let them buy something which resulted in I had to redo the dishes and recount the coffers. Usually I am prepared for last minute buyers who never come.. but of all days they had to come it had to be today. 
So I got free from work later than usually which just sucked since I had to meet up with Melanie to buy things to cosplay.. Well when I thought things would start to get nicer my bag strap broke.. it didn't just broke but the metal part cracked 
and because I didn't bike to work I had to carry this Idontevenknowhowheavy bag of mine. I had to hug-carry it. It was so awkward 
Even the people gave me weird stares. I then met up with Melanie and we went for pig-coloured bandage hunt and we went into 3-4 Matas and NONE of them had it. (ಠ益ಠ) I might go to the drugstore on Monday but ARGH.. and then the bus just drove as we arrived to the bus stop. Though the worst of all My camera broke 
When my bag broke I dropped my bag on the ground which probably damaged it and because the bag was broken it was so inconvenient to carry all my things. The Juice, bread, extra clothes from the cold morning etc. It was a chaos to carry it all at once and I kept dropping things but when I got out of the bus almost home, of all the things I had to drop I dropped the Camera and it seems like the inner screen cracked.. and I bet it is super expensive to get it fixed. Luckily my mom didn't scold or blamed me for breaking the camera. When I was younger she would get so angry and I was so happy to hear her voice after all the things which had happened with my grandfather and after this day I could use a hug from my mom telling me it all would be okay. Though I have till she is coming back from China.
Firstly it started raining when I had to get to work at 5 AM.. so I had to take the bus... which I of course missed. So I had to wait 20 minutes and got late for work. Then a lot of the customers were so rude and ill-mannered. I'm so surprised about Danes sometimes. How can they just walk in and pretend they owe it all and then they even scold me for the bread not being the same size as last time or the price rose. I'm not baker! OR the owner. So please stop scolding me -sobs- some of the elderly men are so scary. I never dare to say anything I just smile and nod pretending everything is perfect When I finally finished work a bit earlier, two guys walked in after closing time begged me to let them buy something which resulted in I had to redo the dishes and recount the coffers. Usually I am prepared for last minute buyers who never come.. but of all days they had to come it had to be today. So I got free from work later than usually which just sucked since I had to meet up with Melanie to buy things to cosplay.. Well when I thought things would start to get nicer my bag strap broke.. it didn't just broke but the metal part cracked and because I didn't bike to work I had to carry this Idontevenknowhowheavy bag of mine. I had to hug-carry it. It was so awkward Even the people gave me weird stares. I then met up with Melanie and we went for pig-coloured bandage hunt and we went into 3-4 Matas and NONE of them had it. (ಠ益ಠ) I might go to the drugstore on Monday but ARGH.. and then the bus just drove as we arrived to the bus stop. Though the worst of all My camera broke When my bag broke I dropped my bag on the ground which probably damaged it and because the bag was broken it was so inconvenient to carry all my things. The Juice, bread, extra clothes from the cold morning etc. It was a chaos to carry it all at once and I kept dropping things but when I got out of the bus almost home, of all the things I had to drop I dropped the Camera and it seems like the inner screen cracked.. and I bet it is super expensive to get it fixed. Luckily my mom didn't scold or blamed me for breaking the camera. When I was younger she would get so angry and I was so happy to hear her voice after all the things which had happened with my grandfather and after this day I could use a hug from my mom telling me it all would be okay. Though I have till she is coming back from China.
Even though I said I would post WIP pictures of my cosplay I can't because of the broken Camera.. I'm so sorry but actually something good happened today ~ While walking down the shopping street we encountered Yul Anderson. I think he is an American free time pianist but I just really like his music and he kind of cheered me up 
my refound interest for Piano instrumentals and playing the piano has been rather huge. I'm sad I don't owe a better Keyboard so I'm thinking of save up money to buy one, but first I have to figure out if I should fix or buy a new Camera and what model if the second case. 
my refound interest for Piano instrumentals and playing the piano has been rather huge. I'm sad I don't owe a better Keyboard so I'm thinking of save up money to buy one, but first I have to figure out if I should fix or buy a new Camera and what model if the second case. 
In case you are curious, yes I did ask before taking the picture
Oh Right I didn't finish my cosplay cause well I suck at sewing and some unwanted surprises came when I had to sew the last part! Also we had some problems and trouble figuring out if we wanted to paint or sew the numbers on... The fabric might not be the most paint friendly but we just want to do it as precise as possible but I don't know anymore.. I feel like I put too much effort into this dammit costume.. also the sleeves and the collar are bullying me 
I hope we manage to finish on time~ Now have some Danish Bakery Eye candy~
I hope we manage to finish on time~ Now have some Danish Bakery Eye candy~ 
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What if I don't make any friends or people think of me as a weirdo for being an Otaku and Fujoshi? It's not like I'm even trying to hide it, in fact if I get the chance to talk about anime and manga I wouldn't even bother holding it in. I'll go all out with my burning feels and passion for this childish and cartoonish obsession 
sadly most of my friends don't watch anime any more or watch it rarely and when I'm updated with the newest anime each season it makes my fangirling opportunities fewer. Though I'm not saying NONE of my friends watch anime it's just that they are few. Luckily I tend to live on tumblr and get whatever guilty fangirling pleasure there~ 
But if you ever need some recommendation to anime or just watch anime in general please do not hesitate and drop me a message! ♥ (if you are curious then I'm pretty obsessed with Free!, Brothers Conflict, Kami nomi zo shiru sekai s3, Shingeki no Kyojin and Dangan ronpa lately~ + I'm looking forward to Kuroko no basket s2, Magi s2 and Kyoukai no Kanata so much that I want to cosplay from them all keke 
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But let me just say that Mirai from Kyoukai no Kanata should be there too~ I adore her outfit and she looks so cuute! I'm not finished reading the Light novel yet but I hope I will before the anime starts airing. but isn't she just cute? VV
I bought the wig and lenses and I really really hope they will get here on time! Else I'll cry my eyes out... I'm not completely done but I hope to finish them in the coming week. For this year's Genki con I'm going to cosplay as: Kise Ryouta Teikou ver. (Kuroko no basket) and Morgiana Mahrajan Festival ver. (Magi: The labyrinth of Magic) 
but I'm meeting up my Melanie to finish it so yeah~ I will throw another update at you on Saturday~
which seems to be a very important event for new student to get to know their classmates to be. My dance lessons started early August and I dance every Thursday from 6pm-10pm and Sunday 2pm-4pm so yeah I missed it all because of my dance lesson. I'm so scared that I won't make friends and everyone already bonded. 
My two guilty pleasures right now are Hakuouki Shinsengumi kitan & Amnesia. But I'm playing a lot of 7th Dragon 2020 & Dangan Ronpa too, even though the second game for both series are out I still stick with the first one till I have completed them. BUT WOAAH I WANT TO PLAY SUPER DANGAN RONPA & 7TH DRAGON 2020 II 
I can barely remember how to play anything. I can still handle für elise though and I just finished kaze ni naru - the cat returns. I'm aiming my next project toward the Spirited away songs. Especially itsumo nando demo & ano ni no kawa e 
Well here is a small update on my life.
I mean when I ask people if they know the series or watch any of them they usually go: Nope never heard of it and I tend to be so sad and disappointed about no one knowing it
but if any of you know a SUPER AMAZING MUST-SEE one feel free to recommend it.
Luckily I shared room with some lovely and nice girls. We were pretty different in personalty and dance level. In the beginning it also felt like we were separated into groups but that wasn't the case at all. They were all open and sweet and it didn't feel awkward at all being the oldest. 
I am so touched of the song "Take Care" I listen to it on repeat~ It is so sweet and touching /cries/ The dances was cool too~ I was in 7 out of 12-ish.. I wish I had been in Play hard too because of the song and the dance, but since it is burlesque I kind of understand I wasn't picked for it. I'm not sexy. I have ze cute Asian face and that is not meant for sexy dancing lol 
But other than that is was so much fun and really enjoyable.. If I can afford it might go again next year (otherwise I would like to go to Japan expo~)
